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IM SORRY ALREADY :[
Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 12:44 AM
I messed up. BIG TIME :| I know you may never get to read this because you are too lazy to browse the net to begin with. Lol. But i wanted to let it out. I had no right to do what i did and I'm sorry. Of course i saw you on that day. Yes that day you knew that i knew. You wouldn't dare speak to me, glancing but always avoiding my stare. You may think that the way i look at you has changed since then, but no. It hasn't. Everyone keeps on convincing me that it wasn't my fault in the first place. That really, i had nothing to with it. But they don't know how it feels like to lose a friend too close to your heart. I would always miss your hugs and the times you make me happy. You're still that guy who made me smile when i had a bad day. You were that guy who relentlessly irritated me but would always be the first to feel if i wasn't in a good mood. You look after me, whether its about that guy i have a crush on but you'd rather punch him in the face instead, or its just me leaving my phone anywhere and you'd always remind me to glue it to my hands already.
I've been wondering if you already destroyed everything that reminded you of me, or when you'd actually be willing to speak to me. But if ever you finally decide that you never wanted anything to do with me ever again, know that you were, and would always be, a big part of who i am :]
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IM SORRY ALREADY :[
Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 12:44 AM
I messed up. BIG TIME :| I know you may never get to read this because you are too lazy to browse the net to begin with. Lol. But i wanted to let it out. I had no right to do what i did and I'm sorry. Of course i saw you on that day. Yes that day you knew that i knew. You wouldn't dare speak to me, glancing but always avoiding my stare. You may think that the way i look at you has changed since then, but no. It hasn't. Everyone keeps on convincing me that it wasn't my fault in the first place. That really, i had nothing to with it. But they don't know how it feels like to lose a friend too close to your heart. I would always miss your hugs and the times you make me happy. You're still that guy who made me smile when i had a bad day. You were that guy who relentlessly irritated me but would always be the first to feel if i wasn't in a good mood. You look after me, whether its about that guy i have a crush on but you'd rather punch him in the face instead, or its just me leaving my phone anywhere and you'd always remind me to glue it to my hands already.
I've been wondering if you already destroyed everything that reminded you of me, or when you'd actually be willing to speak to me. But if ever you finally decide that you never wanted anything to do with me ever again, know that you were, and would always be, a big part of who i am :]
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I expect nothing and live frugally on surprise.
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you'll just end up walking away, and then looking back again.
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